Alot of random thoughts have brought me to this post so I hope my blog readers will bare with me on this. The other day I was talking to a friend about her brother who has
alot of problems. Mostly with addiction. It's her only sibling and my heart ached for her. I was thinking about her
Little boy who doesn't know his uncle because drugs are more important. I
immediately thought of the
Searle Six. I am so grateful for my brothers and sisters. I remember hating that there were so many of us fighting for mom and dads attention when we were younger, but now each of them plays a very important and specific role in my life and I know that myself and my kids( future kids) can count on them for anything. Travis is our leader and obviously the oldest. He is our toughest critic, but our best supporter. He taught me to be the very best I can be, because he always was. Ryan is our laughter. He is the funniest out of all of us. He can always break the silence, or make us laugh when we really want to cry. Danny is the baby boy. Danny I admire because he has always done his own thing. When lack of interest didn't let him follow in his big brothers shoes he did his own thing and he is an amazing musician and artist in his own right. Kelli is the sister that I prayed would come and come she did. She is probably the smartest of the
Searle six and I am very proud of her and all she is doing to further her education. Jami is the baby of us all and she is the fighter. Having six mothers I am sure was not always easy, but she took in stride and even punched Travis in the face when she was 8 right before he left on his mission to tell him she had had enough of his teasing. I was sitting at the work the other day after I had had this conversation with my friend and this picture from my wedding popped up on my computer screen saver and I felt very humbled. I miss em and I love them so very much. I hope that where ever life takes us we always remain close. I love you guys!

L to R: Danny, Jami, Ryan, Me, Travis, Kelli