CHANGES

I am not really sure how to describe the flood of emotion I have been experiencing lately. All I know is that our lives are about to change in so many ways. Devin graduates a week from Saturday from eight long years of school. In roughly 3 months we will move to Star Valley and I will be a city girl trying to make a home in the country. Heaven help me. I will only be 3 hours from mom instead of 12. Buying a home. Establishing a career. However, with all these exciting changes it's hard to not be a little sad. I miss home, but Oregon I will miss you. Even now tears are welling up in my eyes. I will miss my friends. Dare I say my Oregon family who have been there for Devin and I. I will miss seeing green 365 days a year. I will miss game nights with the Kunz family. ( At least as frequently) I will miss my little apartment that I brought my first baby home to. Devin teases me saying that Graduation is really for the wives. Maybe it is. Maybe I need to see a visual of all my blood, sweat, and tears. I might not of had to sit in class or take boards, or listen to all the lame Professors but I sacrificed just as much. I went without things. I moved away from my home, family, and friends. I have been the provider for this family for 4 years. I went with out spending time with my husband. I got the blunt end of all the stressful finals weeks and crap the clinic put him through. HECK YES I want to see all my hard work walk across that stage next Saturday. You better believe it! Oh and by the way I will be the one crying and sighing with the baby that looks just like you.